When something bad happens, you have three choices: let it define you, let it destroy you, or let it strengthen you.
The heart of the difference is not ability or even talent, but desire
The purpose of life is to discover and develop your gift. The meaning of life comes from sharing your gift with others. - David Viscott
Monday, May 01, 2006
Knowing me, I made sure to wear a short skirt today to work to proudly display my splashed legs with blue areas (from my falls and sage brushing). I like to see the look on the faces of normal people. Krissy (Sybrowsky, Montrail team rep) emailed me back from my result report and seems to be genuinely pleased with my results (I’d say first time since I joined the team – what is understandable, because I delivered what I put on my goal list).
There are a couple of points I remembered on my run about what else I did right before the race. I went on no-gluten diet for a few days ahead of time and started hydrating 3 days prior. I also made sure to get 8 hrs of sleep for 3 nights that week. Very important – I was mentally prepared for a long haul, nasty trails, lots of climbs and hot weather, so I wasn’t disappointed or antsy at any point. I also used a sauna at the gym for 2 weeks twice a week (15 min a pope) as a heat training and did all my longer/stronger runs in a heat of the day (this is the only time I am glad I work on misery-paid part time job now).
Now, to Miwok, because nothing interesting is planned for this week (a couple of runs and a cross-training session) and I may not get a chance to post. Last year I had a chart for 11:30 and ran 11:07. I did pretty even splits there as well, and if I didn’t make a couple of small mistakes (like shoes were not good for downhill fire roads and caused horrible blisters all over my feet, and I ate too much at 49 miles and was afraid to puke, but should have), I might have run 11 hrs. Now, even though I didn’t taper last year before Miwok (Scott made it as a mid-season prep for WS), I obviously didn’t run a tough 50 miler a week prior. At the same time I seem to be in a better shape this year. If there is such a thing for me as peaking, this was it. I felt it going into Zane Grey (thus the positive attitude, what helped as well), I emailed Rob stating it. SO what I want to shoot for is same 11:30 – no need to change the pace chart (I save them just in case). Breaking 12 looks like should be visible, so that prediction would work either way (depending how I feel in a second half, it could go plus or minus 30 min). Of course, it could go much worse, as running one race well doesn’t make one invincible and in 62 miles anything can happen. But I’ll take my chances – having one good race is better than none. Jason (who paced and crewed me last year and this year at AR50) will be crewing me again. We decided against him jumping to pace me this year – to much hassle, and when we finished, he couldn’t stay and enjoy as he had to retrieve his car. Having my own food is by far more important for me than running with someone at that point, as I may not be chatty after all. He is also sheltering me the night before – make sure we have mashed potatoes, honey. He knows the course as his own hands, and I remember it very well (I have a tendency to memorize any trail in details once I run on it). My I-Pod is functioning properly (knock on wood) as I sent it for replacement (on warranty) last week and got it back on time for Zane Grey. My new Montrail Odyssey seem to be working fine, and I have only a slight reminder that I danced over rocks for 12 hrs. This race (Miwok) was not on my goal list for the team, so I have no pressure. Sounds like it should be fun either way it goes.
And the following week I am going to Moscow, where I don’t plan to run at all (by choice, to precious time that I’d like to spend with family and the Russia itself never felt comfortable for this anyway) and eat a lot of fat food cooked by my mother and very tasty food cooked by my sister. Hopefully my running shorts would still fit me when I am back:)